Sunday, December 20, 2009
Last night I realized that I was still not over toot. Yeaaaaaaap, goshh, I didnt know it got such a huge impact against me. Fuhhh.
Oh wells. 15 more days till school reopen. Heckkkk, faster lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Au Revoir.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Hi. The previous post was crap wasn't it? Oh wells. Well, I'm starting to dislike fridays. Hahaa, because, it so happens that lots of 'things' always happens on a friday. Hah, weeeeeeiiiirrrrrrddddd.
Okay, I've done my freaking chemistry (at last) and my recount is almost done (i think) , so then I'll start on Malay. I know, so google right? Pfft, trust me, I need all the distractions as possible. Haha.
Okay, this is weird. Whatever.
And for the gazillion times, it's not YOUR fucking fault, its not HIS fucking fault, it's not HER fucking fault, it's NO ONE'S fucking fault. So just give it a rest. If you still wanna blame someone, then blame me or just blame fate.
If I ever, EVER, hear another 'I'm sorry' about this matter, I SWEAR, you'll get five fucking smacks from me. And heck, you can count on it.
Now bugger off.
Au Revoir.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Once, there's a short story that is yet to be finished. It goes like this ;
Silence crept around them like a lioness creeping before its prey, just moments before it pounces and rip the heart off its prey. They were at the place where they first met. The place which hold many sweet and bitter memories. A memory is carved in every stone and in every tree there is. It was just silence and sweetbitter memories that surrounded them-him and her.
"I need to see you. Actually, there's something I want to talk to you about.." his deep and alluring voice flooded her ears.
She clenched her fist, afraid of what that is to come. Her heart skipped a beat, then it begin to beat faster. It begin to beat so furiously that she bet that he could see her heart beating through her chest. She bit her lower lip, a habit which she always do whenever she feels nervous. She slowly moved her hands to her chest, feeling for the hard,cold metallic necklace that he had once given to her, She felt for it, then held on. Slowly, she look up to meet her lover's gaze. Their eyes met and each of their heart throbbed harder, Each of their conscience begin to cry and whisper into their hearts asking, "Are you ready?"
Suddenly, he took out a gun from behind his back and begin to toy it in his sweaty palms. It's metallic skin glisten as his sweat smudged on it. He looked into deeply into her eyes where he sees her soul crying. She looked back at him in the eye, with a smile in her face. She had seen this coming. So clear and true, just like how she had imagined. It seems like her instincts and her gut-feelings has been true all along, it was just her heart who's so stubborn and refuse to acknowledge it. She continued to look straight into his eyes, still a smile on her face but eyes brimmed to tears. She had seen this coming, so why does her heart still aches despite her hunch that it was going to happen?
He slowly lifted his arm and pointed the gun, directly at her heart. He was shaking. A mixture of thoughts and feelings flooded his mind like a tsunami. He started to cry, his hands begin to shake but his stand and position was still firm. She couldnt bear to see her loved one in misery, to be shaking with fear and pain. she then slowly took a step closer. A step closer to never ending pain, a step closer to regret, a step closer to her soulmate.
Her eyes never left his eyes, and with a dying smile, she said,"Do it."
He begin to wither but he still held on tight. His fingers began to play around the trigger and then ....
The ending is still yet to be confirmed.
There are 3 ways it could end ;
1. He shot her and she dies.
2. He didnt shoot her. Instead , he broke down and they mend their r/s and blablabla.
3. Others.
Hrmmm. weeeeeeeiiirrrrrdddddd.
Au Revoir.
_______________________________________________
edited,
wanna know the ending? well, its option no. 1.
he shot her. though it hurts alot, its always for the better.
its easy to be done, but tough to withstand the pain.
but no worries, imma strong girl right? i can do this. heck, of course i can do this.
if i can kick fucking ass shit, why cant i go through this?
Aiyoyo thambi.
